August 19th, 2025
today has been more relaxed for me personally, but the country at large is still suffering. tariffs are destroying the economy, many innocent people are being deported and locked up unlawfully to florida's heinous facility, and dc is still overrun with state thugs. sometimes it seems like legality doesn't matter in the united states as people's rights are consistently being violated. as bleak as things are, deep down i know hope will always shine through and i believe in an afterlife where people are separated by their karma. my plan is to continue to make true friends and help my city's poor population as i start heading back to college. as upset as i am about the ignorance of many who worry about what i'm doing rather than the evil in our society, i will always think we as a people can succeed together. for anyone who finds this, thank you for listening to my rants, and god bless the people in dc fighting hard every day against the regime. i also want to share my take on the roblox situation, as the platform is known for being run by a predator. my question is, why is the lawsuit being led by louisiana's attorney general, who has been known to suck up to donald trump who is on record multiple times obsessing weirdly over children? if the people filing the lawsuit really cared about protecting children, they would hand funds over to schlep to deal with the lawsuit himself. i believe that murrill and hansen have a personal vendetta they are trying to fulfill, though i'd love to see them prove me wrong.
August 18th, 2025
i would like to say this entry is the start of a walk through my emotions since many don't know much about me, which is my fault since i have trouble opening up to other people. i am someone who is worried for not only myself, but the people i have in my life as we all have gone through shit. one of the main problems i personally have with not only the internet but society at large is the fact that accountability for actions doesn't seem shared. massive corporations like google, microsoft, and apple have policies that stomp on consumer rights and stalk the people with ai slop like forced id verification, and if you try to get away from them they will threaten people with their addresses, like they don't know where everyone lives already. what makes it worse is the government does the same thing with companies like palantir, stalking the masses so they don't step out of line even though stalking is federally illegal, but knowing the history of the president, it seems like legality doesn't matter to them. here is a pamplet by the department of justice showing that these megacorps and politicians know exactly what they're doing.
we have already seen that this administration targets the poor and desperate like in dc where homeless people are being displaced and taken to places the government doesn't allow us to see. i definitely want to see what the people who hold in down in dc do about the situation as i think people should get credit where it is due, trying to fight against the system. the problem at hand continues to occur when people want to continue to dispute the facts just to feel special, but that doesn't matter. people are being kidnapped by this administration sent to only god knows where and being left to wrong in slave labor camps. people always want to spend their time taking things out on the good ones, though i also am guilty of that to an extent. in a world where everyone is constantly disappointed, what do we have unless we are forced to beg? i find that just as atrocious as what the administration regime does because it seems like most would rather alienate than to deal with the problem predator at hand. i may be morally grey, but i would never in my life say what is true isn't true and what is false isn't false.
i always have had an issue with my personal ego and i think others deserve the credit for making society at large better, but it just doesn't seem like people in general have my best interests so to speak. asking for chances is hard to do when it feels like you're ignored 60% of the time until you have to force people with attitude to cooperate and actually try to do whats best for themselves. good deeds seem like they'll always be overlooked, unless the people prove me wrong.